For almost 6 months, I distanced my self from some of my friends. It was hard for me, because being with them is always like a party. When I'm with them, it's always fun and happy. I always look forward to meeting up with them.
Reality check - friendship or any other relationships tend to face hardships, misunderstadings and such.. We already kind of went through one few years back, but it didn't last this long and not this serious. It all started last August. I thought and hoped that given some time, everything and everyone would cool down. Apparently, that didn't happen. In fact, it became worse. There used to be just one issue, now there are two.. Or more.
One of those friends celebrated her birthday few days ago. I sent her a text message and greeted her on Facebook, too. She replied to my wall post and I realized that I am missing them so much. My eyes started tearing eup upon reading her reply. :( So I decided that distancing myself from them is enough.
I went back to Twitter, I know I can catch up with them through that. I was feeling happy because I finally get to talk to them, even on twitter lang. But then I found out that aside from the misunderstanding last August, there is a new one. It's sad that we haven't settled the previous misunderstanding yet, and there's this new one already. *sigh
I miss the old times. I miss those times when we used to hang out every week, take lots of pictures, drink buckets of beer and eat lots of food. I am hoping that one day, they will all feel ready to sit down and talk. I miss all of them!